A PH Story Continued

Part 2 by Eye Shaa Malik

A PH Story Part I

My story continues...

I normally visit my doc once in two weeks for regular checkup but my last worst hospitalization was on 6 April 2014. It left a mark on my mind and it brings tears in my eyes when I recall that day. I've got severe heart arrest at 3 am I was at hostel nobody was there to take me to hospital I was extremely breathless with hell pain in my heart. I was brought to heart center at 8 am next morning (that added to the severity of stretch of heart hole's muscles with insufficient O2 supply) by my roomie, I am thankful to God and then to her for saving my life. I was swooned afterwards and undergoing various treatments like O2, nebulization and injections repeatedly...

I don't know what happened then & when I revived my senses I found myself half-dead still ongoing spate of treatments. My family arrived near 4 pm I evoked my will-power and didn't heed to anyone , my doc said you are not in condition to go ,I insisted but I got breathless again and was brought to another hospital the same evening .... It was a severe jerk that I wasn't able to get up for approx. a 'month' but thanks to some good medical attention & I took my rehab seriously, brought myself to the level of fitness... It was spring and undoubtedly in these 12 years this "Crop-cutting" season aggravates my symptoms. During this turmoil I've written a poem "My scattered breath" that justify how my condition fully cox when you can't breathe nothing else matters!

              

            “My Scattered Breath"

        Night prevails to bring some rest...

        Even the birds flew to their nest...

       To sleep soundly is my quest...

       But being valetudinarian I am arrest...

       Spring's brutal to me ever, yet!

       Can't blame the crops that harvest...

       Once again I'll have to pass it like a test...

        Cox having "PH" is not a jest...

         Lots of fears, if it’s last spring lest!

          Dear lord! Waiting for you to manifest...

          The eternal heal that reveal the zest!

 My focus is to keep myself psychologically healthy. My parents have always told me that you are "RARE" not "SPECIAL" so my "expectation level" for care and affection from others is very low .......I cordially thanks my caregivers and try to return something to them (that can be a smile :)). I think when we are ill we can waste too much energy being mad or being glad about how people are caring for us, when we should be really there caring for others, our illness doesn't exempt from reaching out in fact, I think we are more accountable because we can understand journey better than those who have not yet taken it. I feel like now that I have PH I am aware of every my single breath to thank.  Never in my entire life anyone sympathized me because I never painted a sorry picture of mine and I feel that’s my success . Everyone and I mean each and everyone says this " You don't look like a patient " until unless I tell them that there is something wrong inside , my nails and lips give them a ill bit of clue rarely but I often hide it with some lip and nail colors..

                                                 

One thing for newly diagnosed patients with PH or any other chronic disease... Look! You are a higher, plight till last breathe, yes you are bearing up, but who isn't? In one way or other everyone is the part of any struggle. Never ever give up & keep marching forward. Everyone has to go one day, take your medication & rehab-process seriously, smile for your love ones and get out of dismal outlook and prove the world that you are a "WARRIOR”. Once you adopt things turn easy for you, HAVE A COMPLETE FAITH IN GOD. Keep your mind spiritually positive & patiently wait HE is the best healer, you all definitely be rewarded for this pain. He is aware of your struggle and the midnight sky and the silent stars have been witness of your devotion to freedom and of your heroism.

A PH Story

Part I

By Eye Shaa Malik

Everyone has a story.  Here's mine...

How long you have been with PH? What medication are you on?

It’s been more than a decade, approx. 12 years, I am 21 and I was diagnosed with ''severe'' pulmonary hypertension in June 2003 due to large VSD (ventricular septum defect) with bidirectional shunt after angiography. Prior to that I have had a "small" congenital VSD (a small hole in heart) but when I was 3 it was “filled” naturally, and I was alright without “surgery”. I lived a healthy life until I was 9.

I found myself breathless, exhausted and fatigued even after little exertion. We thought it was asthma and went to many physicians and ENT specialists. Finally a doctor noticed my hands were blue and questioned if I had any heart problems in past. He suggested going back to my cardiologist as he thought there might be something wrong with my heart.

My cardiologist asked for an immediate angiography after which there was a meeting of various cardiologist and my family.  They (doctors) predicted my longevity to be 2.5 years.  The repeated what was written on my reports, '' ITS TOO LATE, NO ELEMENT OF RECOVERY COULD BE FOUND.'' This very line literally reshaped the perception of my entire life.

                            

I went to every possible place where the best doctors were available, but because there were and are no medications approved for children, I have been continually referred.  I have undergone various treatments, trials & experiments. Finally they found a medication regimen that worked, I was put on tracleer (Boonton), sildenafil (penegra), warfarin and lesoride (my current treatment, as well). While they said I would never survive without oxygen, I only use it at night.

My life was forever changed after diagnosis.  Since that day, I have always been treated as "Regina" by my loved ones, nobody ever dared to scold me. My parents and siblings were always gentle with me. I used to tell my friends I had asthma, as  I thought it would make sense to them.  I actually thought PH was another name for ''Heart asthma.'' However, my cardiologist scolded me and said, "If you knew the severity of what you have you would never call it asthma again! I can expect only an illiterate person to compare it to asthma."

What are you able to do that doctors said you couldn't? 

For the first five years, I was completely unaware of the fact that I had PH and that the doctors had thought I wouldn't live longer than 5 years. My doctors asked me to quit my studies after 11th grade.  I was doing pre-medical which they thought was too demanding and stressful. I argued and promised them I would avoid stress and I somehow passed it with A+. I was a good student and never ever thought, "Oh! I'm chronically ill.  I am about to die, why am I studying?"

However, I fell more severely ill and this time as the hole in my heart enlarged, it was decided my pre-med studies were a no-go. It was suggested I choose an easier course of study to have less impact on my health. I used to think about it for the days and nights and cry the whole night because I felt I wanted to do so much, to be so infused with all the energy to put into my work, but I was not able to, and that was really frustrating....

I had nothing else to do and an empty mind is a devils workshop. Pessimism started creeping up on me, and it felt there was no way to cast off melancholy. But, my parents helped me to choose a course of study, honors in English literature & linguistics. There have been many days of exacerbation, but I think to "give up" is accepting your defeat and that being a PHighter or warrior you are not supposed to give up.

They told me to avoid stairs and sports, I was actually supposed to limit my activities that demands more physical exertion... but, I am good at aerobics (an amazing choreographer, or so everyone says). My cardiologist says it’s not good for me, but whenever I listen to my favorite music I cannot help it, I consider it my exciting pulmonary rehab.

I am studying at a place far away far from home and living in hostel.  I have to do everything on my own and that's a big deal for me. I am able to do everything, but I need  "little breaks,” my friends call it "pause time". I think PH doesn't hinder you from living a normal life, we may just need to do it a little more "carefully." 

What is your dating life or marriage like with PH/Oxygen?

I was in 11th grade when I was being told by my doctor that "you are not supposed to get married." It was a great shock for me, I have never  considered myself as a patient, so I argued with my doctor and asked why.  He said "You cannot take care of yourself,  how can you manage a home of your own?”

After 2 years my cardiologist said the same thing but in a condescending way, he remarked "NO ONE ACCEPT AN OPEN HEART WITH OPEN HEART " ... a brutal statement indeed.  It served as an eye-opener for me, I couldn't argue this time because everything was so clear, tears blurred my vision because the initial acceptance of some facts is really a hard pill to swallow but once you make up your mind everything becomes easy.

It still resonates in my mind and hits me hard emotionally, but I am not convinced by this idea. My parents wanted to me to grow-up an independent and brave girl. People will definitely not be calling me a "Spinster." 

I am not saying a PHighter should or shouldn't get married, I am just trying to say this world is so cruel and being patient there is a possibility that you can be rejected or considered as a big "responsibility,” by a potential partner. Nearly all of the PH patients I know do marry, have kids (biological or adopted) and are living their lives happily because they are lucky ones to get their "rainbow" after the hurricane. But not everyone is lucky enough, I am an eternal optimist, I do believe in soul-mate theory.

But my focus and priority is my health so my ''BIG DAY'' would be the day I’ll get perfectly alright, yes that miracle day! I have seen many people posting in PH groups they are so anxious, perplexed & concerned about it (finding a partner), I would say "HAVE A FIRM FAITH" stay "STRONG" , KEEP YOUR SPIRITS HIGH , if luck favors you ! Great! If it doesn't that's not end of life...

One thing that my mother says when pessimism lapses on me "DON'T WORRY WHO KNOWS WHERE THE WIND MAY BLOW FOR MY GIRL."

Hardest part of life with PH?

The hardest part was the "acceptance" that I have a chronically terminal illness and I've a short time to live and being a kid this acceptance-phase prolonged  ... my doctor told me that only "will power '' will keep me alive. I've conceded to PH and every reality related to it with dignity....

Another hard part was when I couldn't study what I wanted to or I grew up dreaming of, because a person with right heart failure was not eligible.

I've had my days when I was really down and losing hope, but this was a greatest "learning-journey”. That pain must have taught me about the life, people & myself. It’s been a massive learning curve, so much about everything .I've experienced good things and bad things myself and that has taught me that the world is not all flowery, everybody doesn't want good for you ,friendship's changing equations, dynamics .I've also started to " grow-up" after fiercely resisting for many years.

Besides PH I have vigorously swollen "tonsils” for approx. 14 years and it hurts, in extreme condition it becomes red  ... My ENT specialist says I have needed surgery for the past 13 years, but due to anesthesia risk, they call me a HIGH RISK PATIENT and no one is ready to take that risk. That's why I am desperately waiting for a “miracle", seemingly all doors are closed for me but I have a blind faith in God that he’ll open all the doors at right time.

So, this was some of my story. In nutshell, I think my disease has helped me focus on what's important and let go of little things. I've made peace with the fact that there is a possibility I’ll die young, but HOPE is everything. Even healthy people aren't promised tomorrow. Respect the fact that you're a PHighter, it demands bravery as each day is fight and adventure,  pain demands to be felt, life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in rain so be thankful for what you have and you'll end up having more.

I literally count my own blessing and think that if the pain is so damn bigger, reward would be colossal. 

Stay tune for Part II of "A PH Story"

Dealing with changes in your health

Guest Blog Post! By Sara Hunt 

Like sufferers of most chronic illnesses, PH patients have to deal not only with the symptoms and impact of PH itself but also with sudden changes in our health and lifestyles. Booking a holiday a year in advance feels like tempting fate. Life is suddenly so much more unpredictable and fragile than it was pre-diagnosis.

My health has been particularly unpredictable. Changes in my health have happened practically overnight on more than one occasion. Three years ago a lung haemorrhage caused a dramatic increase in my pulmonary pressures and I went from perusing a promising career as a dancer to using a wheelchair for any kind of outing. Then, February this year, I simply woke up with worsening breathlessness that never got better. I'm now on the transplant list.

There's something about breathlessness and fatigue that once you settle into a routine of avoiding the amount of exercise that makes you feel unwell, you don't really notice improvements in your health until you're forced to do something you don't usually do and find to your surprise that you can do it without extreme breathlessness or dizziness. Worsening breathlessness is easier to notice and you suddenly have to make changes to the way you live to deal with them. Of course it's always important to do as much as you can but PH symptoms are so unpleasant it becomes impossible to push beyond a certain point. You have to make changes and this can feel like your disease is controlling your life.

Given the increasing unpredictability of my life I feel I might be able to offer some advice here.

1. Stop comparing your life to the lives of those around you.
Everyone is guilty of doing this. We crave constant reassurance that our lives are good. Imagine a healthy person exactly how they are now, but everyone else in the world is Ussain Bolt. Their health and lifestyle would be exactly the same as it is now, it's only in comparison to all the Ussain Bolts that makes it seem mediocre. It's the old the grass is always greener on the other side. But if you constantly compare your life to others you'll forget to enjoy it. Do what you can, there are always things you can do, no matter how ill you are. 

2. Don't compare your health now to your health in the past.
On a similar note, it's important not to lament the past. Treasure the good memories rather than becoming bitter about them. Make good memories for the future, you'll probably need them!

3. Find ways of making things feel normal.
Although your life is going to be affected by your health, it doesn't have to control it. Making small changes and making an effort to go out and do the things you used to is important. From simply having a evening meal with your friends instead of a late night out to going to see a show instead of performing in one yourself.

4. Learn to adapt. It's easier said than done but humans are designed to adapt to change. It's much more nurture that gets us stuck in our ways rather than nature. We are designed to survive and do it to the best of our ability. It's not easy but it's completely possible and your mind and body is designed to do it well.

5. Help yourself feel in control.
We are all in control of our own lives and having a disease doesn't mean you're not. Making the effort to change the way you do things rather than cutting them out of your life completely is how I maintain some kind of control over my life. There are things you can't change but there are lots of things you can, concentrate on those. 

6. Get out and try something new!
So you can't do some of the things you used to but there are plenty of new things to enjoy. Go to a food festival, check out the local book stores and go to a reading of an author you've never heard of, go to a comedy show, visit the local zoo, do something you'd never have thought of doing before and take a good friend along with you. It's easy to get stuck in a routine but new things and regular outings are brilliant for maintaining your sanity. And spending time with people you love is an extra special bonus.

Hopefully these were useful. You're probably doing all these things already but this post should give you fresh drive to this summer and you can never have too much of that!

Feel free to post any advice you have for dealing with changes in your health or even dealing with a new diagnosis. 

For more blog post by Sara visit her site at http://thegirlwithheartdisease.blogspot.com/2014/03/big-decisions.html

Here Comes the Sun

By Marissa Barnes

As we enter into the warm summer months, I wanted to introduce myself as PHA’s summer intern in the Patient and Caregiver Services branch. The summer time is my first and foremost favorite time of the year, not just because I break from school, but because every day I feel rejuvenated by the warm air and happier with the sun shining.  A few years ago I read this quote and since has been my life motto, to

“Always bring your own sunshine.”

 I know for some, being in the sun can cause irritation and the time spent under the sun’s rays for others their summer might not even be all that sunny, for me, living in D.C. we have thunderstorms lined up every day of the week. Regardless of the weather, I try to find a little bit of sunshine in everything I do. I had made a post on the Facebook group asking what some of your summer plans are to be this summer, whether you are vacationing, spending time with friends, involving yourself in certain camps or groups, etc.

 Kevin Mayhood – Paskawych shares his summer plans saying, “I have a slogan and its ‘if I can do it, you can do it’ and I keep trying to push myself to attempt new things, despite this. I am 32, I was diagnosed in 2012, and I have IPAH currently, although there is a thought that we may have an idea as to a potential associative disease. I am spending my summer in my hometown of Marietta, Ohio, but it doesn't mean I am not excited. When I was going through my diagnostic process, I needed something to keep my mind off of everything, so I jumped into an idea a friend, and fellow theatre professional, had about starting a professional summer theatre company in Marietta. So, we formed a group, and over the last two years built up what we needed to pull it off”. (Mayhood-Paskawych).

Kia Thompson-Allen who is 39 and was diagnosed with PAH in 2007, tells us this summer she will be, “keeping my 8 year old busy, taking him to St. Louis to six flags and the zoo there”. Kia recommends staying in the water parks to stay cool, plus drinking icy beverages and finding shade when you can.  Kia explains, “you know it's hard on us PH'ers in the heat, plus my son being a severe asthmatic heat isn't good, so most activities we plan are indoors: library, Chuck E. Cheese, and an indoor trampoline facility; all those places are air conditioned :) and ways to  have fun and stay cool for us”!

Kristine and family at Detroit Zoo

Kristine Green is 35 and was diagnosed with idiopathic pulmonary arterial hypertension in July 2011.  She says, “This summer, I am ALL about family time! I am blessed to stay home with my four year old son. So far, we have gone to Movies Under the Stars- where you watch a movie outside up on the mountain to support our local firefighters, library reading programs, both of the "splash pads" in our town and played a lot in our yard. I am most excited to go camping on the Umcompagre Platuea and for a rafting trip on the Colorado River. Too cool off, we load up our three pups and head to the river or swimming pool (minus the dogs)! We like to make our own Popsicles or freeze fruit to munch on to stay cool too. My son and I are supposed to visit family/friends in Michigan (where I am from) for 17 days- visiting numerous cities while there. However, I am not sure about going right now since I am experiencing troublesome side effects from meds. If we do go, we'll go to Lake Michigan, the Detroit Zoo, festivals and maybe a Tiger's game! I will need a vacation from vacation after that! I like a lot about summer, but harvesting fresh fruits and veggies from our garden, camping and spending time with friends are probably my favorites”.

We love hearing from all of you and your plans for this season. Sometimes the heat can be intimidating to get outside and have fun, but there are many ways to stay cool and still enjoy yourself. I hope you all can find a little bit of sunshine in each part of your day

PH Goes To College: Part 2

By Becca Atherton

When I was just a few months old, my parents were told that I had only a 13% chance of living to the age of five. High school, Prom, getting my license and graduating high school were experienced my family never thought I’d get to experience – let alone college! But here I am today, twenty-one going to college, majoring in Psychology with a minor in Family/Marriage counseling. While going to college is an amazing experience that so many of us with PH thought we’d never get to have, there are some things about the experience that will be different for us than it would other college students.

The first PH conference I went to, I was just sixteen years old and I sat in on the ‘PH Goes to College’ panel, wanting to get some tips on how to deal with the stress of college and my disease at the same time. The students on that panel had some wonderful advice such as choosing classes later in the day so you’re not waking up super early, get in contact with disability services, e-mail your teachers before you meet them to tell them about yourself and not over-scheduling yourself when it comes to classes and after school activities. The only thing I wished had been different about the panel was their array of colleges. Everyone on that panel chose to go to a four year university – some even lived in dorms!

Seeing all these young adults up there, some going to Berkley and some even going to college out of state – it gave me unrealistic expectations for myself. I felt that if I went to community college that I wouldn’t be doing enough, that I wouldn’t be good enough. If they can go to a four year with PH, why can’t I?

PH and its symptoms are different from person to person. The amount of stress someone’s body can take is going to be different than yours. I had to remind myself that, and tell myself that at least I was going to college because there are some PH patients who can’t even get out of bed. So if you’re sitting there, thinking about going to college but not sure if you can handle the huge campus of a four year, I want you to know that community college is an option and it does not make you any less of a college student if you go.

Some of the best things about community colleges are its smaller campuses; so your classes won’t be too spread apart and the class sizes are smaller so your teacher will actually know you. When you get into a class of 500, the teacher isn’t going to know you or your health, which means, if you miss a day and need notes from that day, they probably won’t even realize you were gone. I was worried about dorm rooms in college. What if my roommates are up too late? Staying up late and not getting enough sleep has a tendency to put me in a tired mess when it comes to my PH.  What if my dorm mates got sick? I shouldn’t be around that. Staying at home was the option I chose and I don’t regret it for a minute. So I don’t get the ‘dorm experience’, I can just have my friends sleep over on the weekends if I want that.

One thing I noticed was how much cheaper it was than a four year. Sadly due to medical issues, I had to withdraw from classes last semester. Imagine paying all this money and then not even being able to finish the course? I lost money last semester, but not nearly as much as I could’ve.

Because my health was still a problem by the time this semester rolled around, I am taking this semester off and it kills me.  College makes me feel normal. I’d get up in the morning, get dressed and go to classes, hang out after school, come home and do homework. It gave me something to do and it made me feel like I was actually doing something with this life that my parents and I have fought so hard for. Sitting at home all day, not only is it boring but it makes me feel like I’m wasting the precious time that I have. I know that its not my fault and I know that it doesn’t make me some lazy person but I hate it when people ask me how classes are going because I have to answer with, “Oh I’m taking a semester off.” And I worry that I sound like one of those college kids who just got lazy or flunked out so they aren’t going to school this semester. If you are in this situation too, we have to remind ourselves that we are doing the best that we can. The standards for us are going to be a little different and there are going to be times when we have take breaks from college. Yes it means getting our degree later, but at least we are working towards it.

College can be a bit crazy and stressful, but it can also be so much fun. I’ve met a lot of great an amazing people through college and I’ve learned so much. I’ve had amazing experiences and gotten involved in a great club after school. (I did not do more than one club at a time due to stress and activity level). Just take it slow, remember that you don’t have to get everything done at once and that you’re on the right track.

Get Ready For Rare Disease Day!

By Kimberly Smith, PHA Intern

February 28^th is Rare Disease Day and it’s time to celebrate! Rare Disease Day was established in 2008 by EURODIS (Rare Disease Europe) and its Council of National Alliances, and is celebrated annually on the last day of February. Rare Disease Day was created to raise awareness and advocate for rare diseases that many people are unaware of, but that so many in the world are affected by. Events are held in countries throughout the world, from here in the United States to Spain, Japan, and everywhere in between! Many people use this day as an opportunity to raise their voices about rare disease and go to their local politicians and advocate, and events are happening at State Houses across the country, sponsored by the National Organization for Rare Disorders (NORD).

The Global Genes Project, a non-profit organization dedicated to rare and genetic diseases, is also celebrating Rare Disease Day with various events and activities dedicated to raising awareness. Their “Wear That You Care” campaign allows participants to order, for a small donation, a “Genes Ribbon” to wear along with their favorite pair of jeans to show their support and raise awareness for rare and genetic diseases. Click to learn more about the Global Genes Project and their Rare Disease Day events.

There are so many ways you can celebrate Rare Disease Day! Here’s a few ways some members of the PHA Community celebrated last year:

• Last year on Rare Disease Day Colleen went in for a haircut and decided to donate 12 inches of her hair to Locks of Love! She had planned on donating it sometime in the future, and after a little encouragement from her hairdresser, she decided it would be a great way to mark the day.  
• Rachel made cupcakes with names of rare diseases on them to celebrate last year. Delicious!

How will you celebrate Rare Disease Day this year? Visit www.rarediseaseday.org to find events happening near you! 

A PHighting Disease Turned Into a PHenomenal Diagnosis

Haley Ann Lynn

When asked to do a guest blog of course, I excitingly agreed, then sat back and pondered on what the hell that exactly meant. Guest blogging? What was I supposed to be writing about or HOW was I supposed to be writing all this? Well, these lovely folks sent a list of writing ideas that I scanned over and after spending a day at the pool in the Texas heat, my idea came over me like a wave.

Who would I be without Pulmonary Hypertension? I tell people all the time, “Don’t let this disease define you, don’t let it consume you,” blah blah blah. But I ended up swallowing my own words because I've let nothing but this disease define me, for the good. Pulmonary Hypertension in a way rescued me, letting not only myself know, but skeptical others around me that in fact something WAS wrong. I was not normal; I was never meant to be normal. I've always been PHenomenal!

Rewinding far back into my life, the day I had my first episode, I was eleven years old in a 6^th grade gym class. We were expected to run these laps, and I just rolled my eyes—being the pre-teen I was—because for some reason I never enjoyed gym. This particular gym class was crowded with athletic girls who participated in track and basketball.  It made this this task just so uneasy. That day during my laps, I felt an extraordinarily strong pain come over my body, my vision was gone and I began gasping for air. I threw my hands behind my head and stumbled to the line where girls were finished, and I pretended nothing was wrong with me. From that day on these “episodes” were a constant companion. I had to make room for them in my life when I walked up stairs, in dance class… everywhere. I hated them, but I learned to work around them. My friends, however, not so much.

Moving into high school the episodes grew just like my body. They were not only everywhere, but they were all the time. Stairs? Impossible. PE class? Hell no. How was I supposed to function like a normal high school kid if I couldn't even walk around like one? Sports, walking to class, climbing bleachers for football games and just keeping up with friends in the hallway…these were all hard work. My physical body began to wear down, and my mental state began to fade as well. Friends and people in general were horrific. I was an outcast, a girl who faked breathing problems, a girl who was gaining weight, a girl who wasn't cool and eventually a girl who had no friends. People had fallen victim to this invisible disease not believing a word or a thing I did. It was easier to distance myself from normal life and exist in my own private world than to deal with the cruel people who broke my world every day. I was a loser at this normal life thing and extremely broken, inside and out. Graduation Day was like being let out of a damn cage, and it felt so good! I turned 18 a month later, and then quickly after I had my first appointment with a cardiologist. The minute Dr. Ray looked me in the eyes and said, “Something is very wrong with you!” I smiled the biggest I had in years. He turned me toward a mirror and exposed me for exactly what I was, showing me the invisible monster growing on the inside of my body. It wasn't always the easiest thing to accept, wake up to and deal with on a day to day basis, but after a while this monster went from a disease to a PHenomenal diagnosis.

Overall, who would I be without Pulmonary Hypertension? I would still be a loser, so called liar, pudgy, overdramatic, very alone and depressed outcast that I was. I would still be this “different” person that people use to make fun of, push away and call names. I would still be a non-normal person trying to live a very normal life. I never fit into that, and I wasn't supposed to, so thank you to all of those high school jerks that told me that! Turns out you were right! Pulmonary Hypertension showed me how strong, capable and simply PHenomenal I always have been and always will be.

-haley.

www.phenomenalhaley.wordpress.com

Haley Ann is a blog not centered on a disease, but a lifestyle change with having a disease. Covering issues from doctors, treatments, mental struggles, tattoos and even fashion. This blog is not to remind you of your flaw but how to live PHenomenally with your diagnosis.